12/12/2008 i was thinking that it's gonna be a fun and happy day to me..but hmm....at first it is end up its not a fun day...today i wake up at 11...n my parents all go out at 1something...after that i go bath and all is already 2something..den i call him come to my house 1st..after that we planning to go out..then he come around 2something and thinking to go back to get car at 4something..so he can fetch me go out coz we planning to go beach..but end up, he din answer my call n din reply my msg..till 7something almost 8..he call me and tell me that he just wake up..and I'm kinda angry with it..i was thinking to go out after this again but end up din go out again...its so disappointed!!! i seriously like him tho i just started with him almost like 1 week..i feel so enjoy with him tho he's not really caring like others of my frens..i feel he is something special to me cause this is the first time in relation that i actually din lie in anything..i tell him every single thing...but after 24th...i guess everything will be different again..coz of some reason..I'm thinking should i break up?? coz I'm not a patient person..i cant wait...and i don't want him to be sad..maybe me too..but i don't want to let him go off...i really don't know how to solve this problem!!
i feel so angry and no mood after this...cause i don't know what i actually want..hmm..but no matter what im going to make my decision as soon as i can...a decision that i won't regret..and this msg is to ______, im not ready to start or add in any relation yet..so i hope after you reading this you can understand la..i can't treat you as a special person yet..tho you don't mind i do have a bf right now..but i still can't accept it..i'm sorry...maybe we should just let it be la...
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