Dec 18, 2008

finally make my decision

I’m thinking for the whole afternoon.. finally i have already make my decision to break up with him d.. i've been thinking for couple days.. and maybe i should make it earlier.. but because of past few days suddenly i receive his msg n i change my mind again.. i am thinking to be patient and continue.. but sometimes i really feel that he don't really care about me tho he say he do.. but i cant feel it.. i feel we are just like normal frens when we chat.. he tells me that he miss me.. but i don't think its true.. so i make the decision and tell him this evening.. im kinda sad and scared regret.. but end up i don't feel regret at all.. coz i know that we are just passing through a temporary relation.. wont last.. that's why i give up early.. the ppl besides me that know my prob ask me to let him go coz he is not worth for me to keep...hmm.. i also dunno what to say.. what can i do? since i already make my decision d i also don't want to think about it anymore d.. my dear concerning friends, don’t worry about me anymore.. i’m ok d... temporary I don’t want to be in any relation.. wants to stay in single life again.. that’s easier..

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