haix

haix...im so tired being peli..all my worker keep saying that i v another guy that i dont even like him..at 1st i thought is just like joking and all..i never expect it to be so serious..until today which is 31 of dec 2008..my friends only tell me that..maybe he will have some feelings towards me though he got gf..and also he got prob with his gf and wanna break n all..and past 2 days..1 of them call my mom and tell her that he gonna break with his gf because of me..im so shock after listening that..so today i ask him why he say that? and he tell me all the stories..so i understand d..but all i don't understand is what we do? t hey say how we both act and the way we talk like couple..so all outsiders also feel that we both on and so on...haix..i don't know when will this rumors go till his gf side..im afraid of all this thing happen...like my fren say..its not joking..though if they wan to break up or not i don't want to involve..its their prob..i don't want my name to be inside it..haix...this few days feel so frus of everything..especially my pmr result..the 1st time in my life i cry for my result..and also the 1st time that i did actually care..when i get my result im still ok..still smiling but after 2 minutes, i walk out n go back without telling any1..on the way im walking to the car..my tears straight drop n i cry..never expect i will cry..but my mom tell me its ok d..coz i din go for any ttn..they know i do it myself..she tell me that others go for ttn also will fail for their pmr..but i din go for any ttn and din fail..so its ok d..but i feel that i give every1 disappointment..im disappointed too..but what can i do???