thinking!!

It’s already 4 in the morning.. I still can’t sleep.. and the worst thing is my internet connection got some problem and I can’t straight post it.. I’m listening to songs and looking back at the pictures of me and my friends.. the songs that I feel is meaningful to me.. and every of our pic also mean lots of meaning.. there’s history at the back.. the happy, funny, sad, argue, cute, emo, ugly, pretty and others.. hmm.. this is the last year of mine to be with them.. I will never have the chance to join them in a study group of any school activities.. I never thought of to leave them so early.. I always plan my stuff after f5.. but unexpected now f3 already got to leave everything here and stop here.. I miss the day with them.. they are really a very good friends.. but maybe not all la.. but no matter what, they are still my friends.. I’ll never forget them no matter where I go.. especially my best friend and god sis.. but sometimes I’m thinking of my mom’s words.. she tell me that when a person leave the place and everything will change.. maybe not that person will change.. its every1 also will change.. and I’m thinking.. when a person change their life and mix with different ppl.. their attitude might change too.. and when a person change, they might don’t realize that.. so I’m really out of idea.. and I don’t dare to think what will happen after this.. I’ve study in cgl for 9yers d.. suddenly transfer school, I really can’t accept it.. but what can I do.. I also don’t know whether I will change after this or not.. can’t imagine what’s going to happen in front of me.. but all I know is, that place don’t belong to me.. the place where I really belongs to is penang and my sch is convent green lane.. sometimes I really hate the teachers in cgl.. but now I feel they wasn’t that bad like I used to think of them.. it’s too late to know.. also too late to regret that I din appreciate the time inside there.. I have already wasted my study time there for so many years.. REGRET!! Ishhh!!! So after this im going to study harder.. coz of spm.. I’m sure that my friends will study harder too.. cause spm is our life!! Campade!!!!!Think of the life in bm is so sux.. or maybe that I don’t really know bm yet.. cause I just move in around 1 month time only.. hmm.. besides this.. I guess I don’t really have prob to think d.. 1 more thing is my friends that work with me.. everyday they also peli me with another guy.. just because of that day we went for dinner together after work.. and the next day all of them say that we are couple and so on.. sometimes while working is quite enjoying.. but sometimes also quite stress cause of my aunt and uncle… maybe there’s only 1 word to describe in life.. which is “enjoy life”.. appreciate the time while you got.. don’t waste your time with stupid stuff..!!!