IDK what's happening?

well, this few days happen too many stuff that can say i aspect it to happen but maybe not so much..haix..maybe i did really did something wrong and maybe not..my thinking is so blur...yesterday i went to her house and settle some stuff...but end up that's not a good ending..i don't know who is betraying me right now!!! and i don't know what will i do even tho if i get to know the truth..coz both of them also i care n love..i really don't want this to happen..but i know her attitude..she cared for her family so muchh...so if really that she betray me also i wont blame on her..cause in another way she's helping ___..tho i don't blame on her, but i really feel so disappointed cause i ask her not to tell anything out..haix..so speechless in my life!!!!!!!! another 1 is if i really find out that he is creating story also i don't know what am i going to do..who can i trust right now?? i also dunno since when i become like this..i'm so fucking disappointed with everything!!!