F***ing day! I don’t know why today suddenly I recall all the things that have already happened.. quite disappointed that one of my friend back stab me and changing story behind me, but I don’t give a damn on it.. because since the day what had happened and what I find out from her, I already don’t trust her and also know that she can’t be trusted.. she’s a liar! She’s fake all the time! Never mind, all I want her to know is just be yourself.. if you hate me then don’t pretend to be my best friend or sis.. I don’t want a god sis that is fake and I don’t need too! But remember what’s the consequences.. just to remind you, y0u’ll feel suffer if you act.. so just be the way you are. Doesn’t need to act like clever and etc.. that’s all about you. Hmm another thing is I saw 1 guy in my school, he is exactly the same look with my ex bf.. it makes me think of the things that I’ve past through with my ex.. tho it give me a memory but I don’t love him anymore! And the guy in my school looks better than him. *no offense*..*sigh* why la everyone beside me also lying to me. Tho I know d but I just act don’t know because I’m very clear since the day I move to bm.. I knew that once I step out from pg I’ll never have true friends. And I can’t share things with them.. coz I believe that things change, people change.. it’s true.. if you didn’t try you wouldn’t trust.. I asked my mom before this, is it true? And my mom answered me “yea, it’s true.. when you leave your friendship will stop here and there will be plenty of things that you don’t know and maybe their words to you wouldn’t be the real ones.” Now I finally trust, I’ve observe everything that already happened! Yea, it’s so true till I can’t believe. One of my god sis told me before that out friendship will never changed no matter where’d I go.. but now I don’t think it’s real anymore! Maybe we will just turned into normal friends.. few more years later maybe we forget each other.. but I seriously don’t hope all this things happen.. I don’t know when or what is it gonna happen.. all I can do is just let it be lo.. I’ve see through all kind of things and now I learn to study more than caring all the friendship problems that happened around me.. I guess this is an absolutely right decision that I ever make in my life!
*my dear friend~ if after you read this and you feel anger, I’m sorry.*
Few pics that I should upload early but didn’t.. so now gonna upload.. here you go! Tata.. loves.
the heart from chingy..thx..
chingy's gave me as a present..iloveyou! hope can get a bigger bear this year..haha..
greenish!
mr. digi's big mug!
buu buu bak bak *blue blue black black*xD
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