message to you

*old pic*

the reason you give?

tears drop?

nightmare?

didn't reply?

waited for me?

has changed or not?

your problem?

i dont know how to accept the reason you give..

if you have the heart to remain it im sure you will...

unfortunately, you didn't..

i've been delaying my date to settle it, its because i hope there is a changed..

i didn't even received a single msg from you via sms or msn..

i thought you will be the same like last time to concern about me and how i feel..

but you did not..

or is it its my problem to think that you left me alone?

you should know that now there's nothing important to me..

cause i did lost everything in one second..

i dont have confidence to differentiate whether who is my true friend..

there's many people changed into something that i don't expect them to change at all..

sometimes i understand that i think too much but this time,

i take a very long time to think..

it takes me for several months to make this decision..

and of course i hope i won't regret..

i wanna ask you to go out but i feel that we don't have any conversation to talk..

i drank and think a lot..

i was like so stupid that i just realized everytime go out with you also you aren't happy..

and it seems like i make you feel very bored..

i don't know how to tell you how i feel..

if i make you cry, i apologize..

you don't need to wait as you said, you dont wanna be an idiot..

or maybe you can treat that all is my fault and i have changed..

if this way makes you feel better then i dont mind..

ps: did not reply cause out of credit