19th of november

*old pic*

today was another fun day to me..

planning to do a lot of stuff but end up didn't..

just keep thinking, dreaming and playing w/others..

i thought i was doing the right thing but it was not..

dont know how to express out my feeling..

i also dont know who i am anymore..

i'm LOST again..

this time, i guess no one will be by my side..

so i always remind myself to cheer up and stand up by my own..

i need to be independent..

i shouldn't lean on others and needs their comfort to get up..

i ain't a failure ANYMORE!

anyway i really feel glad and thanks to my friends..

they always have a very happy time..

when im w/them, i feel that all my worries had gone..

especially the new friend...

although i know him for a short period..

but he is much more better than anyone..

he can make a person feel very happy and no worries..

even if he bully him, he also won't angry..

its nice to be his friend..

before this, me and my friend tie his hair and take photos..

though he doesn't like it, but he is not angry and end up he is laughing too..

LOL

*bread with ais-kacang* *yucks!*

today he was eating his bread with tuna..

then he also asks my friend to buy him ais-kacang...

end up, i spread the ais-kacang into his bread and the other friend put the whole piece of bread into the box..though he feel sucks but he still eat it up..

and he say "GOOD"..

i really wish to be like him..

always happy cause no worries...

ps: i feel i should walk my life with a positive thinking..

 "live like everyday is miracle

don't let the magic flow away

because then you will have no reason to live"

"everyday of life will be hard

struggle so you can break free

and keep yourself alive."