Dec 22, 2009

21st of december






last night around this time i was drinking red wine..
*same for tonight*
on that moment, i'm so sad and down..
however, its much better than the night before y'day..
i just feel so sad because of ........i don't know why am i feeling this way..
i just hope that everything is a misund and start all over again...its so suffering to pass through my daily life with all those unwanted feelings..
when can i let it off? do i deserve to be so sad??
LOL
i just can't stop all the questions in my head..
who's gonna answer me?
the tears in my eyes won't dry...what am i suppose to do??
school starts will help me isn't it? IDK
so complicated...feel so ***ked up with ma life..
though ..... isn't my cup of tea but i'm so happy when i'm with ....
from outlooks, i know i can never accept ... but if its inside heart, i can accept .. fully..
though its impossible to make my wish come true but i hope i can get over it..
maybe TIME its the only thing that will proves to me whether i'm wrong or right...

ps: wanna thanks to those who really care for me..
anyway i'm feeling better d..
so no worries...
imy

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