1st of december

lately didn't update any pics cause don't have any new pics...

*maybe not in a mood*

hmmm..i also didn't update my blog for couple days d..

maybe my life goes the same so not much to write here..

today is my new start again..

its December!

Christmas is coming soon as the same for my brother's birthday..

he is a christmas boy..

i have lots of thing to be worried off..

*sad*

its like my life turned into real meaningless life..

i hope school start as soon as possible..

i don't wanna be like a dummy passed through my life with worries..

especially for those i shouldn't worried..

it keeps in my mind and i don't know how to blow it off..

i really hope it will go off for god sake!

everyone has changed as i see..

but the question i wanna ask is...."Did I Changed?"

sometimes environment really changed a person from their top to bottom..

but maybe i will still insist that i DID NOT changed before..

from my attitude and style i mean..

maybe sometimes i'm quite emo but this is ME..

before i left, i'm already like that..

when i say "sorry", i thought it was my fault and wanna make it like last time..

but when i......................., i realized its wrong to say "sorry"..

what i've spoke out its my decision, i don't hope and also won't changed forever and ever..!

my life is now so dull..

*speechless*

ps: i dont wanna hate you after leaving..

but i just can't stop myself to hate you

when i saw you with her!