Some people don't really appreciate what they have until it is gone. Like, what if you and your mother lost contact over a ridiculous argument, you get a call late in night and they tell you your mother just died in a car accident. Then you really feel how much she meant to you.
Or what if you had just got done getting into an argument with one of your best friends, and you finally come to your senses that what you were arguing about was nothing. You try to make up with your best friend, but they don't want anything to do with you. Then you really feel how much they were there for you and how much you cared for them when they aren't there for you anymore.
When you were little you had a wealthy life; your parents gave you everything you wanted, and you loved life. As you get older you are so used to that you think that people are just going to hand you things when you ask. Then life really hits you that you need to get it together. You get upset when you don't make that much money on your first job. Then you go to a homeless shelter and you really see that you should be happy for what you have.
We should all be thankful for what we have and not take it for granted. Just because we don't have the latest pair of jeans or cell phone doesn't mean we are lower than anybody else. Some people work really hard for those new pair of jeans or a new cell phone and others are just "lucky" and get it handed to them. In the end though, the real people are those who work for what they want and appreciate what they have and the people around them.
Yes, your family and friends might make you really mad sometimes but just think what it would be like without them in your life.
Everything that is with you, should always appreciate it. Each moment also it’s worth more than a billion. Whenever the time past, we couldn’t get it back. Whether it’s a happy or sad news/things. Appreciate the moment you had. It’s something like when a person going to somewhere. What will they feel if the things they expect to have it but still can’t get it? When you regret, it’s already to late cause you have lost the time you had. I feel that everyone must try plenty of stuff when they are little, young and old. When the time past, we couldn’t enjoy the things that we should do at that age. Life is something alive but we will never know what will happen the next second. Family> we should always feel happy with our family members no matter what happen cause they are the ones and only one who can always help you and give you support. Friends> whether they can count on or not just appreciate the moment and the time we had. When we let the things go through w/out trying it. End up; the only thing we can feel is regret. But what’s the point to regret after it? It’s useless. It can’t help us anymore. We can just feel the pain just like how I feel it right now. It’s f***ing pain deep inside. Wanna cry out loudly but no point for crying too. Crying is just to release out the pain, but however the pain will still be deep inside. This type of injuries is not the type that can be replaced or cured easily. It’s hard and take a long time to get through it.
It’s already 3am. One whole day I was thinking lots of stuff.I have no idea why I feel so f***ed up after getting my results. It makes me sadder when I get a good result. What’s the point if I get 1st? I don’t feel happy at all. It makes me feel so regret. I have wasted my 7years with stupid results. WtF am I doing with these 7 years? Maybe I can say that most of the things that I make decision or I do also I never regret before. The only things make me feel regret right now is my studies. I don’t know why I feel this way. The day start from may 7th. I told myself on that day. No matter what happen, I’ll go through my life happily with no question or worry. But today suddenly I have so many questions to ask myself. I can’t get all answer that is possible to make me feel better. I’m trying my best to cheer up myself for these 2 months. Blog? What is the use for me to blog? To read it myself or what? I feel that to compare me with others. I’m like nobody to anyone. My friends, I can see that they have a happy family or at least some elder sisters or brothers that is caring. But what do I have? Parents concerning? *Not all the time* friends? *They are like so busy* me? What can I do with myself? Sit like a dumb ass. OMG! I have no idea why I feel this ways. Every night when I don’t want a chat, everyone is there. But tonight, I really want a chat. Too bad there is no one there for me. Just chat with my god sis for a while only. CGL > __ changed my life. If I were still in Cgl this year, I would not need to suffer all those pain like an ass. I will still be the last time yin and never changed cause environment, friends and places not going to change. Everything will be in the same condition as I used to be. Sometimes, when we are in a round and we didn’t know how big is the other round. We will always feel that this is more than enough to learn. But when we are stepping in another round, we feel that our level is just like level 1. Too many things we didn’t learn and it’s the causes of why I can’t fit myself in another round.Maybe I should just learn to leave everything back. Always look forward to find something new in my life. Like what I used to say (life the life you love). Sometimes I have no idea why am I still so concern about what’s going on in Cgl. I’m not a part of that place anymore. Why must I be so *bb* to update the news about Cgl. I ask myself, “am I still in there or a part of them?” what’s the answer? Since the day I left till now, I didn’t manage to find the answer. *sigh*
Yesterday which is 10th, I went back to Penang at night. We went to have our dinner. Yummy yummy. Then go back, wanted to watch a scary movie but end up we fall asleep. So didn’t watch at all. The next day, which is today. Freaking busy. Wake up in the morning like 8something. Me, my mom and my baby brother went to pasar at jelutong. OMG! The weather is so freaking hot mann!! Never go to market for so long d. now I feel that the market peoples are all nuts. They can’t walk properly but love to bang you where the other sides don’t even have a people. So crowdie. Ish!! Hate. Never mind. After that we decide to go eat breakfast but don’t know where to go. So I decided to go town there and eat “mommy wong”. The breakfast style it’s a bit like Taiwan and the taste all not bad. Got various type of breakfast. So ate there. After that we go back d. on the way going back, we met my dad. He is on the way going to find his friends. We stopped and talk to him for a while, discussing where to go after that. Then we go back and my brothers all already awake. So I decided to go swimming. That time is only 11something. Baby brother follow along. So go to play for a while and my mom took pics for us. Had fun. By 1 something go back, afraid that I will be dark again! So after bathing all, keep sneezing. *Suffering*. Haix. While wait for my wetty hair to dry, went outside and sit down. Take 3 egg tarts to eat as a lunch. Then take our photo album to look through all pics. OMG!! All the pics remind me a lot of stuff. My mom’s wedding pics inside there too. Both of my parents look quite lovely. *Admiring* hmmm. Then when I was little pics also got a lot. Took few of the pics from photo album. After that, wanted to sleep d. but my mom asks me whether want to go out buy stuff and then go post cause I wanted to settle all my bill. So, I say ok lo. Then follow along and go post office then on the way back, we buy {ais-kacang}. Yummy. Should drink some cold drinks cause the weather is toooo hotttt d. can die. I guess if go out too long also can turn into “roast chicken”. Haha..xD.. Finally reach home, after eating my “AK” I bath and changed into pajamas cause I want to sleep d. so tired. When I sleep time it’s around 5 something. Wake up at 8something. Decided to go out for dinner then only go to Gurney Drive to buy my favorite drink “peanut milk shake”. Shaky shaky. Hehe..xD.. Unfortunately, my stupid uncle make something horrible and ruin all my plan. Mom gets mad. She’s angry and moody. So didn’t get to follow my plan. Then go back to Bm around 11something. Reached here by 12something then continue online and chatting with friends. And now updating blog & uploading pics ….
Mommy Wang so many types of drinks... all about foooddd!!! my order,,, and this..the set of meal... after that, swimming!!
look there>>> mommy took this when i'm swimming...
don't take my face! look at this 2 pics..do you feel the boy beside me look like a turtle?? haha..xD after swimming, eat tart..3 flavors..pandan, original, and cheese.. then start to see my album after bathing, mom's wedding pics is inside too... nice? so lovely.. korean... the end...
now it's my pics... happy family.. baby still... cute? xD eating bread... don't know why..i love this pics...xD big Garfield cake when i'm 3 or 4.. with 2 cousins.. playing piano... me and my lil bro... another lil bro..do they look like twins? brothers and sister... everyone seems happy...lalalala... 2 brothers and 1 cousin..middle one is my cousin... cousin's mom, which is my aunt... from kindy till form 1... the end...
just wake up... going out for dinner, inside my car... finally reach home(bm).... finally, the end of whole day....
I didn’t update my blog for one month if I’m not mistaken. It’s because of exam and after that is because of lazy. Don’t know why. Feel so tired of using Internet. XD. But still using it because it’s one of the way for me to stay close with my friends. Let me just summarize my long story. Exam was absolutely hard, I’m so afraid to go back to school on 15th of June because I will be getting my results. It’s gonna be horrible. Arghhh! Never mind, just leave it. After that is holiday, I enjoy my holiday. Went out to Gurney with friend and meet friends. Have a great, fun and tiring day. I treasure every moment when I’m with HER.
inside sakae- did you saw one huge rat behind my foodd??
credits to jas for taking this. i know it's not nice..xD
first pic~nice right?
2nd pic~she's looking at something..lolx
3rd~OMG! what happen? suddenly so big smile to me.ahahahaaa..
what are they doing? modeling?i guess so..
sky+sea=bluish blackk..
all of them tired and lying down... me with my heineken..
jas with her fon..
mel sleeping on the chair with her fon too..both sisters are the same..can't live without phone..xD
bored and take few pics of yin.. 1st~ 2nd~
me and HER~ smile...
what is she trying to do huh? smelling??
bluek...buuu...
giving a "mwahx" to each other..ahahahaaa
cheeseeee, cissss...
my face look high or low? xD
leaning on the table for resting but we will never lean on a guy..xD
