NEW YEAR!!

hey every1, happy chinese new year.. hope you guys enjoy this year.. and to those who din married yet must get lots of ang pau ya.. haha..xD.. hmm i quite enjoy this year chinese new year... but there's someone missing.. which is my aunt.. she just pass away.. this is so saddddddd!! hmm.. there's something that i'm not really happy with.. which is my job.. i'm not satisfy with something which is private.. after the case, i decide to quit that job tho is my uncle's company.. end up my mom ask me not to angry with it...just ignore... but no matter what i can't ignore cause is something that is very unfair.. I'M ANGRY!! haix..but what can i do.?only 1 of my aunty will support me to stop working... so today because of i don't want to go work.. so i went to my god mom's house..whee!! here got many stuff that i can do..and my god parents very sayang me cause i'm the youngest ones...their whole family all also very sayang me... i stay in their house i can feel like im a small kid...cause the fact is they really treat me like a small kid.. haha..xD..it's fun and enjoy...later at night all my cousin will come and have dinner cause my god mom cook..and this early in the morning we went to temple pray... hmmm...tomoro got to go back d.. i don't want to go back...cause i don't want to go work!!!! i rather stay at my god mom's hse all the time..if parents allow me to stay at their house..then i get to come back to pg convent green lane study d..i'm sure my best friends all will be very happy if i go back to study... but too bad i can't!!anyway once again i'm here to wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

hmmm...the fun day i had!!!

on last fri, i go back to cgl to meet my friends..and also to give my pmr slip to pn.lim back...when i reach sch, i straight go find pn.lim 1st..then only i go find my friends..i walk pass by every class and try to find them cause they got meeting..till when i pass 1 of the class, i heard ppl call my name..and i see all of them is inside the same class..and i didn't know that chantri transfer back to cgl d..i transfer bm den only she transfer balik...haiyo..don't have the chance to meet them...after that, i go up to hall to find sophia, but she got her choir practice..den end up also din get to talk to her..hmm den after their meeting end, we went to bus-stop and buy drinks den we walk to mcd...sit inside mcd for a while den i plan to go prangin to take photo...den we straight take rapid to prangin..after taking photo...we sit taxi go back to sch...when reach sch, only i realize that cgl primary sch new block already build d..it's so nice..haha..then, go back to sch we take some pics again...at 5something, jas went back d..her dad fetch her..only left me and chingy, we sit down and see the pics that we take..then again we continue taking pics..i love that day..while im looking at the pic and the every where in my sch..i miss it..tears like gonna drop down...i feel so sad...but no matter what, i have a good life in bm too..just that miss the moment in cgl...

GREAT!!!

hehe..i feel so much better d..today know more ppl...but i can't really remember their names...haha..sorry for that...lol..today was quite normal in sch...nth much..after recess straight go to hall for the spm stuff...hmm the ppl there are quite friendly la..all also pretty cute...but there's something weird..they all look cute but they are older than me 1 year...mostly nia la..not all la...they are 17 this year and in the same class with me..which is f4...and i feel so uncomfortable..coz its too weird..and i look like older than them tho the fact is im younger than them...OMG!!..why do i look so old? *feel sad* hmm...is it good to be so mature in this age? i guess X..i feel that is still diff even i make new friends there...cause i know its so hard for me to know a fren like jas, chingy, soph, vivi and others!!! i miss them so badly!!! arghh!! have to find 1 day go meet them back d...and i miss my old sch...which is CGL!!!!!!!!! ish..feel so geram..haix..im so tired for these few days...and the worst thing is their koku day is on sat...the attendance is compulsory!! din go they will call my parents so im force to go...tomoro still need to go sch as usual...so tiring!!!

feel better

hmm...today was the 4th day of sch...i feel ok right now...just that is still the same that they speak in chinese more...and i ask them b4 d...the whole sch none of 1 chinese will use english to communicate v another chinese...included some indians also speak in chinese...teachers too..is like when im asking them ques in english they will reply me back in chinese..this is the only thing which i cant accept la..and its too hard for me...and this stupid bm..just want to get 1 english newspaper also so hard...yesterday wants to go buy the star cause i have to do my english homework..but i go for so many places also can't get a english paper...i'm wondering is it that bm ppl don't und english so they don't sell english paper? but i don't know la..in sch also kinda bored cause i didn't really talk to them tho i got friends inside...they are all quite friendly..and sometimes scary too...i feel that they are so much different from english sch students..and another thing that is very scary in their sch is they got ROTAN!!!! OMG!! im kinda afraid of this..cause in convent there's no rotan!! but here got..and they will use for discipline and if late hang in hw also will get it...so this is the only scary rules..the others i guess is ok la..o0h ya 1 more thing which is they don't allow non-muslim to wear baju kurung..and im given time to change..haix..waste all my money nia..and the gals also must wear tie..its so ma fan...other than this all..i guess nothing much of their sch d la...the indian guys is still the same..so irritating..kinda hate them..but luckily my class indian guys unlike the others...if not i will go crazy..haha..

feel sad

hmm..today was my 1st day in new sch...the feeling that i never had before for so many years...im so sad!!!!!!!! i leave all my pg friends and all....hmm...i totally cant accept my new sch cause its so much different from my old sch...its like hell and heaven..i don't know how am i going to continue my study there..i'm afraid that i will stop everything..i don't have the feeling of fighting over everything that i want..i don't know what to do..haix..all the ppl there is like indian guys more and chinese girls more..chinese guy is exactly like all the outsiders say wan "ah beng beng and tu kau"...indian guy freaking irritating..chinese girls all speak in chinese..what a kind of sch is this...i also don't know..i tell my mom..but my mom keep asking me to continue...no 1 is helping me...this is not what i want for this year..its so disappointed...my wish turn into a shit...what the fuck is this? i hate this...friends ask me to smile, be happy and all...but how am i going to be happy in this condition..its like a shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wish i can go back to my old sch back..i miss everything there...the food, the teachers, and my friends and sis that waiting for my return.....but i can't do anything d..all i can do is to think how am i going to pass through my life now...its like they already destroy my plan..and i need time to think...what will happen in this sch i won't know...WHO CAN HELP ME!!!!! I HATE THIS SCH FOR GOD SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!! this is even worst than a nightmare....the dream that is real and i can't change the fact...in another way is i have to accept it!!!!!!!!!
will continue my nightmare stories some other time la..tata...love every1!!!!!

hmm..kinda bored leh..